;; i didnt want it to end this way

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

LUNCHTIME CONCERT!
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i guess this basically sums up my feelings heh
it was the last time liuqin and ruan were going to play mayilah,
lucky thing we did fairly well! hahah
i know szuans going to blog alot about it so u all wana know more go her blog see!
NYCO rocks (:

HAHA. today was such an eventful day
after luchtime concert, we went back to sch then sharon, szuan and me went KAP
hahaha it has been such a long long time since ive LAUGHED so much.
sharon said whatever as whatapple
szuan kept spitting saliva on me!
hahahah i have very SPASTIC friends but they brighten up my day(:
we laugh laugh laugh so loud
i think the pple around us were damn iritated :P
yay so excting im so excited. hahahah
oops no link but ill explain why when the time comes.

i read my horoscope forgot when but it said something like changes in my life may not neccessarily be a bad thing.
i haev to learn to accept them as they come along and get on with life, i guess it applies, ill work hard to accept the changes.
since i cant change things, ill play with whatever comes my way and make the best out of it!

after leaving KAP, i took 157 to macritchie
STUPID me went to take the wrong bus.
i think i was too tired to have bothered thinking
so i was on the bus, totally zoning out
then i realised the roads dont seem at all familiar
then i was like SHITSHITSHIT.
SMSED MY SISTER
but she dint know whether the bus was correct!
so i got down beacuse my gut feeling told me so
apparently i had to walk back THREE busstops
like CONGRATS TO ME
i was so tired i wished i could have flown back
and there was thunder
so scary and i had no idea how far i was from home.

i saw a guy infront of me and it reminded me of the person i had shared an umbrella with me
then i thought..
what if it had rained?
would there be a kind soul to offer me an umbrella
would i run for shelter and wait for the rain to finish pouring
after thinking , i decided not to depend on anyone else
i wanted to walk faster to avoid being caught in the rain
but so what is i was in the rain, so what if i managed to avoid getting wet and drenched in the rain, it made no difference.

i want to live life happy everyday
its easier said than done

;; right from the beginning